Malay songs rock hard

argh. I can’t believe God is doing this to me. All the clips i put in here, all the words, everything i wrote now all went *POOF* vanished in thin air.Okay. RUMUSAN.right.

hmph what did i say just now. Owh. I love emo songs. Malay love songs. recently. It’s really nice. Hahah. there’s no reason for racism.

then second one was the one i had loads of comments to do.Haaha.

heheh. The drumer is so HOT man. really cute.hahaha.then. The girls in there all pweddy wan. Elstan says he likes the bubblebum girl. hmmm.haha.what did i type just now.hmm.oh the chinese girl in there…i don’t know exactly how mnay chinese girls are in there but there’s one really obvious one. She looks like Syeon from the amazing race. The 2nd runner up. Really alike!!well i bet it’s her. What is she doing in the clip.hmm.weird…and yea there’s a girl wid shoulder length hair…i wonder if i would look good in  that hairstyle. It’s nice. poofy.cute.

haha.okie third malay video clip.

haha this one Hugh intro to me. I like. tee hee. Samson just reminds me of my EST teacher. He’s shorter than me!!!!how proud could i be.hahahahah.

yeeheee…tonight do powerpoint crap and chemistry for tomorrow’s tuition. Talking about tuitions…tomorrow i have chemistry in the morning and music lesson in the afternoon and bm tuition at night!!!geeezzzz…arghhhh…nooooooooo….i don’t want i don’t want…die.*sniff* still got biology presentation to do again. hmph sigh.

guess this is it for today. My rumusan.hahaha. 

yeepeewoo?

hmmphhh!!! “There she goes…there she goes again…” hahhahaha…me is back in action!yeepee wooooooooooooooooo tut tut tut…exam’s finally over…good to know that, yet afraid to know what my results would me. I doubt that i would pass all…*gulp* curse add maths!!and physics…curses curses!! i’m so gonna fail it…2 blank pages…sighh…hmph. I remembered my study week. torture that is. Though i was slacking as days pass, finking that it’s gonna finish soon. First few days i was quite motivated…last few days was like me being  half hearted =.= I’ve been studying every night till 12 and waking up by 4 am to study till i go school.hahah.i know, so kia su .but still can’t get all the information into my head. I remembered my sister and I created a theory that by putting the book on top of our heads the information would seep in through it and then we can gather information easily. I know it sounds really dumb, but being desperate and frustrated and blur and crappy, i just had to do it. like 10 minutes.hahahaha. XD

hrmmm i haven’t been updating my blog since like the last valentines.so well chinese new year was fun.Quite okay…i learnt how to light up the fireworks.hahahaha. i is smart. Ah jen really mempersiasoikan.no offense though, jen.hahaha. i didn’t know how to use lighter then she ask me to practice using it till i know how…which made me like jump everytime i slide my finger down the whatever-u-call-that-thing-to-light-it .haha.funny to fink of it. But that’s me-.- ok lighting fireworks ain’t anyhow hard.Just that it’s my first time and i’m proud of it. hmph. at least i ever did try!!unlike SOME people…ask me practice using lighter-.- see!! people who don’t know how to use lighter is also capable of doing it. Proves much that i’m amazing ^^ right.haha. But then, i tried lighting the stupid ” cai lei ” that goes like BOOOMMM loud loud. then i thought i know how to use lighter…not knowing when the wick of the firecracker was facing me-.- and yea i burnt myself. crap. no worries.just a small bit of my little thumb.haha. but then it was like darkened into some weird colour on my skin. like bacon. O.o” worst thing was when i burnt myself i quickly threw it away…not knowing where it went.mebbe into the drain. but it didn’t explode. SADLY . all my hard work.sniff. and risk. sad.sad.sad. okayy this is pathetically sad. 0.o

 hmph. i got sick before exam. first time ever in my life, i couldn’t voice out anything. *sniff* so ironic. maybe i had a few times like that, just that i don’t remember it and was a really torturing experience.I had to communicate using body language or writing down.if not, WHISPER. that’s what I always do though.hahaha. Then use tissues like drinking water, though i don’t reali drink water -.- till when my flu was okay, baru my parents bring me go visit the doctor. antibiotics helped alot. I recovered incredulously fast. HAHA.miracolous.

So anyway, last night went K BOX…hahahhaha i was nearly deafened by the out of tune damn hard to listen ear destroying singings of two guys–> ian and brian eddie -.- geez…but it was no doubt quite amusing and fun. Hahah.Ian helped me make a guy fink that he’s my boyfriend. Was quite fun going out shopping with him. Talk crap.eat ice kacang and got ourselves frozen till we didn’t wanna continue eating -.- haha. Saw tonful of couples. dot. dot. dot. Was tricked by guys.They get my phone then see my vain pics and i was like. *showing innocent face saying “please hand it over”* =( hahaa. pffbth tricked by guys again.-.- went to eat ramlee burger!not really eat, just one bite. Was lavish to get more. Haha. except too tired to do so.

well hmm. the recent updates of me. Lazy wanna make it look better. Haha. blogging is fun. yeepeewoo.^^ 

Fetish of roses

Guess what happened on valentines??Awed by the fact that my mum was completely alright that i had people sending em to my house. Infact, she was effing jealous. harhar. Am superb. india roses are really beautiful. well let pictures tell you how it is so.

isn’t it pretty?

 zee other bouquet

PATRICKKKKKKK!!!!!!SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE

I couldn’t help it. They had to get a snapshot. it’s spongebob and patrick!!cutesy

back to roses. It’s so layerry.haha. It’s a wonder how God make these flowers alive. It’s so uberly beautiful. india roses…i love red roses.i wonder how white one looks like.haha.

my phone’s camera is only 2.0 megapixel.bear with it. you can still observe sheer beauty here.heh.i can’t help being vain when there’s such beautiful items with me. i had to…i HAD to!

vanity shows that i’m photogenic.HWAHHAHAHA.nice eyy??i’m lovin’ it. this is more like a photo uploading mania. so might as well…add on to my palm.

i had the crazy idea of stitching the lines on the palms. So i had my other 5 of my friends to illustrate these funky little things. well you can’t blame me either!it’s chemistry period and so freaking boring..noone had the mood to listen since chinese new year is so so so close.hahaha. and yeah. My fetish for trademarks. my spongebob smiley!hahhaha…see it see it??! buck toothed!!yee pee woo.

hahahaz. Chinese New year, food.New clothes. people. MONEY.hwahahahha. i hope it’s gonna be fun. ^^

Current happening : Cookie’s been attacked!!By some stupid high SEX DRIVE stray dog outside our house. We don’t really know what happened to her, but she came back malodorous with super huge stinky doggy smell…and sobbing with that whining and yelping sort of sound. She looked so traumatized…oh ya, she IS traumatized…with that stench all around her sending vibes of particles into our nose, we had her a bathe. Poor little thing she was shivering and crouching down, not like her at all… Then we blew dry her, and yea, not the usual her who would jump and pounce about not having us to have any chances getting a grip of her to get dried. This time, she didn’t move, just stay there helplessly, letting us get her dry and the fact that she’s shivering nonstop with her ears  drooped down, eyes having this sad look…seeing her that way we really were heartbroken too. later on i hugged her tightly for like hours..then i prayed that she would get better soon. I brought her to bed hugging her… who knew i would fall asleep too -.- well i can’t deny that it was one of the nicest sleep i’ve ever had. I think because all i could think was her to feel better, and it was chanted along the journey to dreamland.^^

Me and jenny were having doubts of telling Irene about the situation. It wasn’t anyone’s fault really, but mum thinks we’re blaming her because she didn’t close the door and cookie ran out to the road. She was scolding Cookie just now because she ran out, and I personally don’t think it’s right for her to do that. Cookie spends like most of her life at home, although cozy and safe, of course she would do anything to see the world outside. It’s like a kid looking out to the window panes watching the unceasing rain when knowing there’s more than many to play and bring to light about. Well she’s quite alright now, just isn’t as nosey as she usually is… bless her.(=

Cookies making!! This year, mum decided to make cookies all of a sudden, no idea why. heehee. My mum, sis and I made quite a number of types of cookies. Firstly it was butter oat cookies…mm mMmm..used to be our childhood favourites my mum made…then there goes cornflakes cookies then some round round one…i call it rocky round round.haha cute right. Then cheese toppings which look alot like blisters…-.- and then last of all, curry cheese cookies. YES. I know it sounds wrong, it sounded wrong to me too. But it’s not that bad after all. especially when you can feel the crispy crunchy crushed cornflakes in it. It tastes a little spicy, but much flavourings. Talking about all these just makes my mouth water. *droollsss* yummie. But THOUGH, it’s quite fattening. I didn’t know cookies are such oily delicacies…hmm but of all, i still wanna try make chocolate chip cookies…whatever cookies, just need to see it with chocolate..What did i just say??CHOCOLATE…* eyes sending vibes of hynotizing spirals* *DROOLSsSsSsss* hahaha…love chocolate…My mum thinks it’s too sweet…like i was telling vanessa, i hide all my chocolates in my room, in case my mum thinks it’s eyesore to her. Never mind i make chocolate chip cookies with my friends next time!!hmph

pooofff…cookie is sleeping soundly beside me. She loves sleeping with me. I love her. hahaha.

black with golden fur growing out. She’s still a baby!!not really…one year plus years old

*chew chew chew* treats yum yum. Beggin’ strips baybeh!!

HAHAHA

would wanna upload cookies, not Cookie, but no time to take em down.hahaha.toodles.

Yikes. saturday. school day. bore. vast boredom.the teachers are too lazy too teach too.everyone seems to be procrastinating, well i know i am. XD

Hmph. brought ian to cut hair.On the way, saw dexter coincidently. They both went to cut hair while i had to choke myself with awkwardness with vanessa’s family. Oh wells.She’s nice. Today it had me to realise that my so called best friend, is way too self centred. well i don’t mean to say that, but it’s driving me nuts. I’ve been friends with her since primary one till now, and heh, she never did changed. Like what ian said, she’s only capable of complaining of her discomforts, leaving everyone to suffer theirs and she just presses it on everyone’s pressured disturbance. Yeah, today she showed her true personality. Just because i’m close with ian, and she doesn’t likes Ian in any way at all, she just leaves me behind. She just wants to be far away from him. Sheesh. And i’m the type of person where I’d treat you the way you treat me. So heck, i can’t say i demote her, because she sits beside me in class, and she’s the only girlfriend that i really talk to. Though she doesnt EVEN GIVE A DAMN about what i say. All she says is her boyfriend, or what she wants to buy, everyday the same all stuffs. So tired of listening to her insatiable needs. ferchristsakes.geez.

Won’t wanna elaborate to boil my anger up to the highest degree. pffbbtthh.. -.-

Hmmm. Many guys asked if i have a valentine. NO i don’t. =( hahaha. But not to worry, n plans to date on that very day. Would be happy to just receive some gift. well hm. some guys are just way too desperate though. What do i have in me that guys always get attracted? well i’m not bragging or whatsoever, just kinda suck when i have to break some one’s heart with no intentions or hatred or even dislikeness. -.- my friends who have their “other half” are being such a nuisance to me. Telling me their story of their loveS blah blah blahhhhhhhhhh who cares man. Relationships are troublesome. Not being sour grape i am. *gulp*

i’m tired, as much as i want to post something nice and thorough, i need to sign off now…Chinese New Year is coming up. woo hoo. money collecting.annual income. tee hee.

toodles people. picture of ian and his gayness.

yes , me and my hideous uniform.hahaha.

hahaha dinner with cousins. talking about cousins. hahahaha. my cousin from UK  has grown chubbier and fairer. Whereas the other cousin who went to aussie study is dark and skinny

hahahaha okay i’ve gotta sign off.toodles to anyone’s that reading.

diseased bunny

Tee hee.

Am gonna  post something stupid.

It all starts when the stupid gay EST teacher who asked me to present the stupid “Usefulness of Certain Plants”  thingy. That stupid teacher made me humiliate myself when no one could hear my voice and i had to scream. Geez. stupid soft voice of mine.So uh huh, after that Ian kept laughing at me. But then he stopped then we started decorating our EST presentation thingy. And we DREW a tree. HAHAHA. well Ian didn’t do much besides doodling my master piece with highlighters. After such a long time not drawing, i guess i really do have heads for arts.HAHAHA.self praise. i even drew a spongebob look alike smiley and a diseased bunny.*laughs sinisterly* ngehehe

hahahahh…diseased bunny…red polka dotted blue bunny!!!so cuteeeeeeeeeeee

i’m lovin’ it

By the way, today someone sent me 10 bucks reload again -.- the day before yesterday two people each sent me 10 bucks reload o_____O” should I be grateful for such desperate acts?? still have to reply their messages again.pffhitt

Tomorrow got school, thinking of it sucks much. What more to say dragging myself from my warm cozy nice soft bunkie bed by 5 something when i usually wake up like 10 on saturdays.*sniff* On the plus side, going to bring ian go cut his hair after school, then go shopping with friends. window shop for me.sighsss…8 bucks left.sad.sad.sad. i cant even afford a 9 ringgit movie ticket!! That’s how broke i am. Can buy one rose, but…=( =’( =”( *SNIFFFFFSSSS HARD* lonely lonely lonely.okay, better get going with some homework.don’t think i have any today. Well at least something’s better than thinking of valentines!!

uber retard

lalala…no time to post…crap a little here lah.anyway…I’M BROKE..once i go out with cash..kaboom…next time if i don’t want to spend I’LL NEVER BRING MONEY. i spent like so much on accessories..and i bought a bag -.- so anyway. Sunday cousin and I went shopping in town.

Went to bodyshop and spend like an hour there trying on everything.HAHHA.Because it was all FREE testing wad. woo hoo.. Next time i would go there and put on the tester before going to any function..^^  but we ended up empty handed going out of the shop. eheh…this is called smart okay..XD  By the way.I want the oceanus perfume!!! From bodyshop…and yea, my wallet was a little sucked dry… then shui wanted the lipgloss too.very nice and glittery. Yikes… hmph. She suggests that I tell any random guy what I want since I was saying I want this and that all the while we were in the mall. Because valentines coming up)= I wanna marry a rich hubby.hahahahah.*big big eyes brightens up* HAHAHA ciplak girl!  X3

 And we saw fortune cookies!! yum i wan….from guardian. It’s like so cute.ahhaha. break it open got somesort of a note that wishes the person luck or something. And it’s yummy and crunchy. mm. Well yea, the whole point is that it’s yummy and crunchy. tee hee. But it’s also cool!!got cute notes.hmm.But later n where to place the little cutesy notes after eating. I wonder if there’s like a secret code or something from Da Vinci Code. Can’t think of the word used. hahahaha. Then got gold quest. then then….0.O ok shuddup. Talking about guardian…that reminds me of the I-thought-is-chocolate-box-thingy. pink…and squarish.UH HUH..condom box.wad vibrating wan??holy camoley…says easily turned on and off…i’m like..uhhh..how does it work.shui asked me to buy and go back home try. 0.o” and it’s much more expensive than other condoms -.- yes, i know i am miang. hahahahha..curious waddddd….i’m like on the verge on being a 16-year old. can’t blame a girl for being horny at times RIGHT. no.NOT RIGHT. horny because I’ve been hanging out with guys a lot these days..and i don’t know whether it’s a good thing or not. o____O

Talking about that…today Ian kept showing off his simpsons boxers. it’s so silky!!ahahha but i didn’t touch obviously -.- but uber cutesy!! hahahha .He says wearing boxers very cooling, unlike briefs…can’t breathe at all. GEE.WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT GUY UNDIE.ISH. YUCK. GET IT OUTTA MY HEAD. oh wait.i fink i’ve been talking to him about boxers and pink boxers and lime green boxers spongebob boxers( i want i want!!) simpsons boxers etc etc. like almost everyday. ^^” hahaha. So what is wrong with hanging out with guys??they’re fun. PERVERT-ISH.but makes me laugh. Good thing about guys. They tease you but they don’t judge you too much. Isn’t that not right? this post so retard. Blah.haha.woot!! signing off~

hatred

Am I liking this lazy sunny day? It seem so unbothered, yet peril to regret about the time that I’m wasting right now. Mounted with worries yet not wanting to do anything about it, what am i to do? Saturdays are for relaxation, no homework, no worries. Listening to calming songs makes me sleepy, reluctant to do anything other then sitting here. lalala. sweet escape. I wish i could be like Cookie, my sister’s dog. So carefree, so lovable, fun..i envy you, tiny dog!

hah.did some homework and fell asleep on the sofa…still having tons of homework, no idea how to finish it up because i DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO.Not that i didn’t pay attention, it’s just too complicated. UGH. Hate being in the science stream. Neither do I have a choice.Mum and dad are pushing me…especially mum who tells me to study harder so I can go overseas study bla bla bla.I hear it like almost everyday.geez. sighs. Then i still have piano lessons to cope up with again..everytime i think of practicing it, looking at those taugeh (sprouts) notes just puts me off. Thinking of the teacher EVEN WORSE. olive oyl look alike. sheesh.

HATE HOMEWORKS. makes me worry. makes me confused.makes me go UGHHHHH!!!=( =’( =”( *sniff* no mood liao.

Hate form 4.

Hate homework.

Hate hate hate hate.

okay.this is this closest thing related to how i feel now.

I don’t even like homework.!

my first random post.hwahwa.

First post of the blog.hoohoo!!well it isn’t as easy as said “start blogging in seconds” .I had to create a new email add because it was said that my other email add has problems.ughhh…before this i created 3 blogging accounts..imagine how desperate i am.well the first one was too personal had to abandon it.the two others were..er..i didn’t really know how does blogger.com works.haha.

anyways.crap, woman!! not a woman yet

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Today during bio lessons we had to do an experiment to observe cells…yucky. i cant believe it. We observed the icky drain water and guess what. I SAW A MOVING SWIFT FAT SLUGGISH AMOEBA!!! yuck man it was like chieewfft.. i got scared at first but later on trying to get more views of it.but couldn’t see that sluggish fat one anymore.gee.haha.hmm.

lalalala

lynn loves dots. dots. and more dots. by the way, isn’t reverie of dots a cool name??hahahaha like…reverie as a pleasant memory of DOTS..don’t blame this girl for being crappy.she’s blur and sleepy.blah.

love boxers.

love red.

love cookie.

love people.

hate valentines!!ugh!

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