sickkk…

*snifff*ahh- CHOO!!

*cough cough*

*sighs*

lynn is sick!!

i’m gonna make it a big big fuss about this.38.6 degree celcius!!ahha.high grade fever

i seldom get sick…only when i got menses or something.but normally i won’t get such congested headache and soring here and there.

sniff.noone pity me. i went home during add maths lesson..and guess what i slept at 9 something close to 10!!such record…hahaha…record of the year.incredible.

lemme see…later i’m going for transformers.YAY!!i cant wait to watch it oh yeah baybehh…but is in ian’s house.eheh.nevermind.haha.transformers!robots in disguise…stupid ian influence me.hahaha.

hrmm….cookie stinks man.she didn’t bathe for so long.because i’ve been sick all week…no time bathe her.mum also lazy.damn.to fink i sleep with her every night.man.stinkie poop.haha.stinkie fluff. Thanks to both of my sisters…went to Kota Kinabalu leave the dog with me. They have fun while i’m sick.I wonder if they’d buy me anything…hmm. Shit that just reminds me that i still owe my sister a birthday present. And more people having their birthday coming up.HECK!. there goes my money again.sniff.i’m feeling really broke. SNIFF. shui, amy, jia ruey ohmygod i dowana count.so many!mygosh how to spend on myself…oh..no…need to plan what gifts…this year many people going 16..important.is it?i dunoe.

By the way.today is the 7th. so the date is 07.07.07

hahaha.cool…last year was 06.06.06.tht’s creepy.but cool.ahaha.i watched omen that day!but not scary one…finking i brought in my patrick along.was that the last time i watched horror?hrmm…seems like a very long time since i last watched horror films.just  a chicken i am.scardy cat.hahaha.

hrm.lazy liao. I talk crap sini aje. whatever man. wanna study soon. exam’s in one more month. i cannot afford to fail my add maths again!!but..sniff.sighssss…

lalala.see ya dowana be ya!=P 

lyrics.ahhaks.

“Deep And Meaningless”I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

[Chorus:]
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I’d do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

[Chorus (repeat)]

eee.why so sad wan this lyric.sniff.

Don’t Wanna Lose You Now”I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I’d be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I knew what I’ve done
You know, so why don’t you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care

[Chorus:]
Don’t wanna lose you now
Baby I know we can win this
Don’t wanna lose you now
No no, or never again

I’ve got this feeling you’re not gonna stay
It’s burning within me
The fear of losing
Of slipping away
It keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to live that I’ve had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn’t need you so bad
Your face just won’t go away

[Chorus]

I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I’d be left behind
That I was stronger than you

Don’t wanna lose to loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don’t wanna lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again

[Chorus]

eek.this one too.what’s wrong with me and lyrics.haha.emoooo…will update soon…i feel lazy and too much have been going on.hmm lets see.been busying with the leo farewell party all week.i hope tomorrow’s gonna be fine…sighs just got my report card with my mum…results suck suck sucK!!!!!

butterflies~

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee………..

butterflies~

hmmm….

BOO!

bored~~

lalala.

 have nothing to say…

blehh…

the rain is pouring…the old man is snoring…

ahhaha

boo hoo…

nitesssss

something’s wrong with me…

ahahahha.

^^

lalala~

Lalalala. So long since i last updated…heh. anyway. EXAM’S OVER.!!hmm well at first i thought how happy I would be…but nahh..nothing much that I have cheer about. Maybe because i’m just bored for two days… Do not want to talk about anything concerning my exam because obviously it sucked.-.-

Yah anyway. Last day of exam my friends and I went to town…and I had my ear pierced..Noone teman me!! See i’m such a brave girl.Hah.I found out from the web that the piercing was known as auricle piercing. I didn’t go for pinna piercing..because the bone cartilage seems thicker…haha kinda scary and it’s so common. So mine would be like in the middle of nowhere which looks kinda cool. It hurt for a few days…today no more IF my hands not gatal touch it. Hope it heals soon. My friend asked me to turned it..but the thought of it just freaks me out so i’ve got this psychology thingy going in my head…this is briefly what she told me…

” You must turn now because inside is still WET and BLEEDING so if you don’t the blood will clot up onto the earring then when you try turning it when it’s better you might RIP it and eventually it’ll be bleeding badly again and it’ll hurt even more and it might even get infected.So …”

See!How’s the thought of that.Crap man.Makes my hair stand and my toes to wriggle.Don’t ask me why so.uhghg..akjhflfh/.swt.enough of my ear.

deh. I hate it when i have to be straightforward to people and see them getting hurt.blah.random random. It’s really kinda depressing.-.-

Hmm i got a blister yesterday. Oh yah few days ago i pratically CHOPPED my finger. I’m lucky that knife is blunt. if not i fink my finger now would be like detached. yulksss…stupid pear. I was like chop chop chop, finger there also chop chop chop. In the end i saw blood and i almost cried looking at it.stupidity.haha. Back to my blister. STUPID SHOE. ish. now it’s like contained with fluid…on my foot again.dammit. so ugly. uek uek. What’s with me and pain these days. haha. Shows how clumsy I am -.-

bleh so boring.i’m sucha boring person. Isn’t it so?hahaha.sad really. But whatever.Deal with it.hmmmmmmm…lalala.

Going for music lesson soon…exam on the 25th of june. Wish me luck!!hmmph. I don’t know if I would be ready by that day…die…=( *sniff* blehh.

I wanna go shoppinggggggggg…I need cashhhhhhh……I wanna sleepppppppp….aiyaii…I go sleep now better. Didn’t get a good rest since examsss…nehh.I wanna go ong ong now.*yawn* yee ha. By the way, I like Tommy Hilfigure’s perfume. One of them I tried out the other day. Haha.random random.

Talking about random. I wanna make brownies. hahah..

Smile everyone..=) *shows blur blur smile* =P

DOT.dot.DOT.

Dot.I.HATE.EXAMS.

I.Just.Wrote.FOUR.Friggin.LONG.ESSAYS.

DAMN.

My.Hand.HURTS.

I.Still.Have.TWO.WEEKS.of.EXAM.

Every.SINGLE.DAY.including.SATURDAY.

Today.Is.SATURDAY.

SWT~!

HATE.HATE.HATE.HATE.

These twists and turns of fate

“Little Wonders”

Let it go,
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don’t you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And i don’t mind
If it’s me you need to turn to
We’ll get by,
It’s the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But i can not forget
The way i feel right now

In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain

having exam coming up soon piano exam too and stupid retarded leo farewell party the effing retarded teacher stacked on me to do…pbbfth..curses.no time to update so..heh this song is from Rob Thomas. Sounds really good…i’m lovin’ it. oh i got a friggin haircut tht’s too short..girls tell me its cute but maybe they’re just being nice. straightforward guys tell me i look funny and fugly so baff it up.blah.just stop rubbing it in.heh.toodles gotta study…i’m gonna fail accounts dangit!!!stupid school stupid kia su school stupid subject stupid!

huggie buggie.blah.

yee ha…just got back from scoops and ate in the junk. that just reminded me how much hot chocolate i had…my sugar level is sooo high now I cant get to bed.=.=

hm how to summarize the night.ughs.i wanna get my haircut but i didn’t get to…cacats.i bought bangles and had a guy like stalking me in a way.and it’s kinda funny cause i know and he knows it too.-.- went out with my sis and her boyfriend.Haha…funny guy. i’ll miss him.heee. then..go eat…with some friends…two couples..and another guy.so was that considered a date??hahaa..i had no appetite but i forced it down cause i should be. It’s lemongrass chicken…wuu..went to scoops later on..guys got the girls flowers..so sweet.i got one too^^ but couldn’t dare to risk taking it home in case my dad suspect or whatever just as he is recently…because of some dumb incident.blah. Then… someone got me a necklace…haha funny yet cute in a way, he wore it for me and i felt kinda awkward…then i read the book about herbs and vitamins stuffs. Quite a fascinating book, ima health freak, admit it.-.- dandruff is a common illness=.= and i read something about impotence.hahaha.erectile dysfunction.gahah.i was too bored i suppose.i forgot the contents i just realized..and i thought i was more knowledgable =.= the other two couples were cuddling to each other…so like dot dot dot. made me feel kinda lonely though i was fascinated by that book.hahha. swt… ahh…oh wells…nothing beats staying single..right…O.o”

hmm…that’s all about the night.haha.tomorrow’s sunday which means day after tomorrow is monday…hate mondays…sighs. exam is like in 3 weeks and i still am so stuck and lost in my studies…cacats la.umphh…really should be studyinggggggg….today’s gonna be my last day out..i fink.but i wanna go see bunnies!!oh wells lets just see.ngeheh.talking about bunnies.they’re effing adorable.geez.haha.hm.nehh…

 want haircut want haircut!!

hm.lazy wanna put photos…heheks.blah.sugar level doesn’t seem to work no more…feels sleepy. today i’ve been bulbs of 3 couples.DOT.

dehh…go shleeepp liao. i want some huggie buggie!!but noone…sniff.

arghhhh….a whole week of planning for my stupid CHARITY SALES. charity kononnya. Hate the lady…last minute tell us that travillion flee market only opens at saturday 4pm when my sales in on sunday morning…CRAP MAN. i mean like…we’ve already sent all the flyers out..then preparing for all the other stuffs. NINCOMPOOP LADY.crap her. no electricity also!!die…pffbth. *sniffles*

isn’t it appetizing??!?!?!ARGHHHHHHH

now noone has the chance to taste it!!hmphhh…pbbfth

retardeddddd….yeeshh…

so hmm.for the past week i haven’t been able to update..BLAH. Many thoughts have been flustering around in my mind…keeping me frustrated. sighs. As always. whatever. 

I drew a butterfly the other day…hehe…i love posting photos

 

isn’t it pweddyy… simple that’s what i like about it^^

ngeh…next week i have oral assessment. CRAP. stage fright. Ian suggested that i try minimize the phobia by imagining the scene where everyone is staring at you with their beady eyes waiting for you to present your script. And till you become a little immune to it..it won’t be as frightening as it was before… I hope it freaking works cause i’ve got a HUGE phobia of stage fright…I will turn white O.o

waffles…i’ll still make em.i.don’t.care. shhtteewwpeeeddd lady.curses.

Oh by the way. I got the 15th position in class for this first exam.yee ha. at least it is 15…not 20…mama aint that bad eyy??ahha

Teardrops On My Guitar

“Teardrops On My Guitar”

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
That I want and I’m needing everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s so damn funny
That I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see.

this song is sad.makes me wanna cry somehow.*sniff* anyway thanks to jon…i love Taylor Swift’s songs..especially this one ^^ makes me vulnerable somehow.=T

moomoo is lost

Hmmm…today…I went to waterfront with my mum.Yeah, weird thing to do. It was freaking weird infact.gee.I had myself thinking things on my own…conversation between me and me was really nerve racking. Got reminded of my childhood days…got myself into the spiritual mood because the surroundings of nature were too amazing. don’t you just adore the beauty of trees…sigh.It makes me sad seeing how strong they can stand…how weak i am as a human…with so many thoughts lingering…it’s just the human body and the soul.Why are there so much complexities in life??Why can’t it just comprehend…things just comes and goes…God has only given us time to find out. Well that doesn’t really explain my problem.But it just adds up to the complications of life.  I observed the fire…the look of it..the movement…it’s just..incredible. The outline of fire is ever changing.It spreads…the colour it illuminates..bright…ever shining.the whole thing  fluctuates all the time.blah. Sigh. I just wish i had known better what i can do. What was i doing…why was i doing that…why do i insists…when i know it is not supposed to be. i feel so effing lost. I don’t know what am i suppose to do next.geezzz… Doesnt quite mean a thing but…i’m just lost. Don’t know what i want, don’t know what to do, don’t know what i’m doing. sighs. I realized i’ve been too contented trying to boost my social life to feel happy…to that i have forgotten all about myself…till today i just got myself finking of myself…i seriously do not know what do I want.Crap. Feel so empty and lost and much of nothingness.Feels crappy.nostalgiccccc -.- aishhh I wonder what’s gonna happen tonight…

Anyway last night was awesome. Out with my family!sorta…haha…friends who just got their spm results that is. A few going away to other places study…this how it goes.People just enters your life and leaves nonchalantly. It’s sad…but nothing much could be done.All i can do is just wish that they’ll remember me and hang out with me when they come back…my favourite grandpaps of the “family” though i only have one…is so nice. We went Bing…

yikes.I will miss you!!

tee hee.no point talking about bloody depressing shits.buhbye.

random pic of me again.hahahahha.it’s so freaking kek cute.but whatever.like once in awhile.besides.i like this photo…though it’s cute.somehow.shit.cute.pffbth.it looks nice anyway.-.-

HAHHAHA