moomoo is lost

Hmmm…today…I went to waterfront with my mum.Yeah, weird thing to do. It was freaking weird infact.gee.I had myself thinking things on my own…conversation between me and me was really nerve racking. Got reminded of my childhood days…got myself into the spiritual mood because the surroundings of nature were too amazing. don’t you just adore the beauty of trees…sigh.It makes me sad seeing how strong they can stand…how weak i am as a human…with so many thoughts lingering…it’s just the human body and the soul.Why are there so much complexities in life??Why can’t it just comprehend…things just comes and goes…God has only given us time to find out. Well that doesn’t really explain my problem.But it just adds up to the complications of life.  I observed the fire…the look of it..the movement…it’s just..incredible. The outline of fire is ever changing.It spreads…the colour it illuminates..bright…ever shining.the whole thing  fluctuates all the time.blah. Sigh. I just wish i had known better what i can do. What was i doing…why was i doing that…why do i insists…when i know it is not supposed to be. i feel so effing lost. I don’t know what am i suppose to do next.geezzz… Doesnt quite mean a thing but…i’m just lost. Don’t know what i want, don’t know what to do, don’t know what i’m doing. sighs. I realized i’ve been too contented trying to boost my social life to feel happy…to that i have forgotten all about myself…till today i just got myself finking of myself…i seriously do not know what do I want.Crap. Feel so empty and lost and much of nothingness.Feels crappy.nostalgiccccc -.- aishhh I wonder what’s gonna happen tonight…

Anyway last night was awesome. Out with my family!sorta…haha…friends who just got their spm results that is. A few going away to other places study…this how it goes.People just enters your life and leaves nonchalantly. It’s sad…but nothing much could be done.All i can do is just wish that they’ll remember me and hang out with me when they come back…my favourite grandpaps of the “family” though i only have one…is so nice. We went Bing…

yikes.I will miss you!!

tee hee.no point talking about bloody depressing shits.buhbye.

random pic of me again.hahahahha.it’s so freaking kek cute.but whatever.like once in awhile.besides.i like this photo…though it’s cute.somehow.shit.cute.pffbth.it looks nice anyway.-.-

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